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Post by Deleted on Jan 11, 2021 2:21:38 GMT
She was so confusing. "You seemed like the type that likes the woods so I was putting my best foot forward and of course no one knows what to call anything because things are always changing and that is a weird feeling but I just meant we could go out into the woods and build fires and do that fishing thing that you like unless you don't like to do that anymore and then my idea is completely void but hey at least I tried right?" He chuckled because it would be just like him to be out of date. "You can relax though it's just an idea to help things along mostly me." That was a lie he knew he needed help he just did not know how. "If I do not go out and do something that I have never did I might turn into an older gentleman than I am now and that is not how I want to live whatever is left of my life." He knew that his grandparents death had shaken him up but still it was a hard thing for him to actually move from or had been but no more this was helping and he wanted more of it though he refused to give her credit at the moment. "If I learn something new then you might learn something new as well and that is what it means to be full circle correct?" Decipher Nottingham
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Jan 18, 2021 17:10:17 GMT
Post by Deleted on Jan 18, 2021 17:10:17 GMT
What she wanted to do was turn around and berate Graysen and tell him how stupid of an idea that was but it was not and so she knew that she could not do that and though this had put her at what she felt was a disadvantage she had to wonder would she be here more if she agreed or would the easiest way to be simply say no and be done with it. Instead a simple sound of "hmm" came from her as if she knew she had been caught doing entirely too much thinking and now she could not get out of it if she truly wanted to and or tried. She pushed her hair back in an attempt to, well the truth of the matter was that it was not anything but a stall tactic because as much as she had been around him sadly Graysen was no toy and she could not quite figure him out though it bothered her less now. "Yes we are going to go camping." She was mysteriously quiet trying to figure out if the wool had been pulled over her eyes or if she was just getting easier to read. Either way she knew she did not want to return now. "I pick the spot though." **** The travel had been weeks long but the so called "best" spot was just a few more feet and now the two of them were on feet. "You holding up alright back there Graysen?" She had somewhat relaxed on calling him old man because he had done well so far. Graysen Maddox
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Jan 18, 2021 21:32:19 GMT
Post by Deleted on Jan 18, 2021 21:32:19 GMT
Though he was the type who had stayed in one place for majority of his life that in no way meant that he did not keep himself in shape. He had baseball dreams and had done that and retired because it was needed but it still did not mean that the regimen of being at your best in all areas of your life did not reside in him. Over the course of the drive and now the walk he supposed that him and her were closer but he was still not sure that was something that he was supposed to speak of so he did not. "I'm fine," he said as he caught up with her. "I just thought that I seen a rare form of a type of tree that we were talking about so I took a minute to stop but it turned out to be nothing." As he looked out now the word amazing seemed to be a better term for lacking so he spoke. "The view is totally worth it," he said as he noticed that the next area seemed to slope down and that was okay with him because he knew he could make it. "Whose going down first me or you?" They had even worked out a bit of a system where they would watch out for the other one but he knew that they still just did it because either one of them refused to break on saying that the other one was not so bad. Decipher Nottingham
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Jan 28, 2021 18:17:45 GMT
Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2021 18:17:45 GMT
"I agree," she said as she looked over the top and then took a seat. This was a hard transition for her to watch someone else clearly dealing with feelings that he did not understand surrounding death and at the same time trying to do like her and just push through. She had never been the type to think that men were more well built to deal with anything better than women but death struck a cord with both that people would never understand no matter how much they tried. "Take a seat Graysen please," she was going to try the approachable and nice route because for once and she knew later she would look back on it and blame the view but for once she did not want to be so hard shelled. "My father and I were close, best father and daughter duo the south side of the Mississippi in all honesty so when he was just suddenly gone one day sadly my memories were all I had, a lot like you now but the one thing I can tell you is do not let those memories sour the thoughts of your future for you much like I have." She did not want to change but it did not mean that he had to end up as hard hearted as she was. "Just make something out of your future is all even if you are old." Graysen Maddox
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Post by Deleted on Jan 29, 2021 0:03:33 GMT
"Yeah I hate to break it to you Decipher but I booked your issues probably around the second time that we were hanging out. Still we all have shit we always and are constantly trying to unpack so I pass no judgement at all on how you choose to do that. We are different and always will be but I think that much like me you also realize that we have something, maybe not relationship wise since neither of us seems to want to go there but something in common and that is why we do things like this at the end of the day." He was okay with it because they did give each other a friend and that was the best thing at the end of the day. "Yes yes with your old jokes, I get it. If I were potatoes I would have spuds and flies all over me and be rotting to death as we speak but I am not. I'm just like you looking through everything and what not and that is what makes us friends. I mean the sooner that you accept that then I think that we can really start but yes this view is nice and serene and anything else that you want to call it." Decipher Nottingham
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Post by Deleted on Feb 3, 2021 15:16:58 GMT
"I know," she knew it was strange of her to admit such things but with Graysen she was starting to feel like they could be honest and the other would not make fun of the other or maybe she was just vulnerable and light headed from everything else and the walk but either way she was here now admitting that he was right and maybe he knew her right from the jump though she still had a few surprises as she imagined that he did as well. "I think when we first meet people of course we know a lot about them because it's first impressions or what not but it does not mean that you know everything which can also be said as far as you and I go to. We have a lot in common especially when it comes to drawing ourselves away from people as opposed to into people. I doubt that either one of us likes hugs and more than that we are just anti social as fuck and we both know that we secretly love it, do you have anything that you want to add to it?" She actually had to admit to herself that she was curious how he would answer. Graysen Maddox
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Post by Deleted on Feb 9, 2021 19:35:49 GMT
"I just think that everyone is different. I mean just because we are different sometimes it stops us from getting along with others but eventually like you and I are doing we get where we want to be and then it's as smooth as peanut butter from then on out." He knew that at times his references could be strange but he was not a person to chance anyting or risk much as he shrugged. "Being older gives you a chance to look back at the world and see what you did, what could have been better and even at times have regret but it also show that you have time to do what you want and there is nothing wrong with that." Maybe he was too positive but he felt like the world needed it at the moment. "Anyway enough of me trying to be deep because that never turns out good what do you think is next on this so called journey of life? I'm thinking that at the least we need to go and check out a few racing spots, you used to race right and if I am good about knowing my sports it's probably about time for racing to start back up again. It might be fun in a way for you to see what that is like from a looking stand point in a way." Decipher Nottingham
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Feb 14, 2021 14:37:26 GMT
Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2021 14:37:26 GMT
She was about to speak when he brought up racing and she raised her eyebrow. "Look at you paying attention that must be something that comes with older age." It meant a lot to her but she would never say anything like that and plus Graysen was already clocking her on her issues the last ones that she wanted to discuss were her daddy issues though he had not mentioned those so perhaps he had overlooked them. Either way they were on to racing now and she was not going to look back. "Okay we can go down to a track." It seemed like it had been forever since she had been to one what between being banned and what not but this was a whole new year and she was the same her but time passing was good for her and she liked it more than she would admit. "Do you think that we can get tickets to see the races I mean if I can not participate then I should at least be able to watch it." She was excited but it was hard for her to know how to express that so for now she appeared as normal as she ever did. Graysen Maddox
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Feb 18, 2021 23:34:37 GMT
Post by Deleted on Feb 18, 2021 23:34:37 GMT
"Hmm," he knew that he had a bit of control over this situation but the truth was that control was never anything that he liked enough to realize it. "Well I was thinking we would go down but not necessarily get in the legal way." He knew that was bad but you spend enough time around a person and the way that they are start to rub on you or at the least you get ideas that you want to try and you might end up falling on your face but he really wanted to see this in action and he knew that it would make him uncomfortable but that was fine. "If you do not want to it's okay but back in the day they used to do this thing that they referred to as scalping so we're going to bypass all that and just take the back door way and sneak in. If you like racing as much as you say and have anywhere near as much passion about it as it seems that you do then you should be there. I just need to see the track and you get your license back and we can figure out the rest from there or I mean maybe I had my people wrong, but aren't you, didn't you come from two parents who did whatever it took to make their dreams come true? I'd think that you have that too and you got toys fucking lucky if you ask me." Decipher Nottingham
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Post by Deleted on Mar 3, 2021 22:57:10 GMT
This was a damn shame. "You have a good idea," she said as she looked at him. It was still a shame though because Graysen was this perfect little man in a little package and he had ideas and while she had felt like she a lot to do with them the fact that he was into them was something to be said. "I mean it would be a shame to let your thought go without execution is all and for that we want to see it through," she said as she smiled at him but she quickly let it disappear. "Ugh you got me smiling and stuff Graysen god I know that I need to go soak my head in some alcohol because right now is getting to me and I just want to be girly and it might be too much for you." Geez why was she unraveling because for the most part and then he changed the subject. "I did and I get that doing whatever it takes but I also been through a lot and sometimes when you put your all into something you do not get that in return which is fine but what is never fine just never knowing why. I'm sour on that no matter the time of year so sorry but I like your idea and I almost squealed so you are making tons of head way with me which is good I think but I don't know why you seem to want it so much no matter we're pretty good together so woo!" Graysen Maddox
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