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Post by Deleted on Oct 2, 2020 13:25:40 GMT
She started to speak when she thought about what he said. "I find it interesting that you would use the word stall. It's funny how if anyone pays attention to the way that you talk a lot of it goes in circles." The perfect thing a whole three hundred and sixty degrees itself. She chuckled at the thought that no matter how hard he tried he could not escape even the smallest bits of science. His father might be dead but she knew that Micah still had knowledge that his father had instilled in him in it. "I'm not stalling I just think that this is another reason for you to come through with the bull but fine." She had no idea what he thought he could do by sniffing her hair that would not stop them from the big picture but whatever spoiled boys needed to get their way sometime or you got nothing from them. "I just don't want you to try so hard to forget that you erase the good memories of everything is all." She sighed as she leaned her head over ready for him to give it a good smell. It was true that they were odd but that was also what made them the most real out of any of the people that they hung around. Micah Nottingham
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Post by Deleted on Oct 6, 2020 17:37:19 GMT
He knew that he bagged on his father for a lot but one thing that they both had in common was the love for science in a way though Micah could never be a mad scientist because the truth was that he was too quiet and meek for that but he had taken up time with the brain. It had especially been nourished when he had started to spend time with Gigi once his father untimely passed away and that was the key, or in this case a key. If you wanted something opened it was true that you had to start small and he did not know why he did not think about it earlier but he need to just rub the right cortex and it would be okay. It had been something that him and Trove had talked about for a while but every time either one of them got close stuff happened that made him uneasy. She never had been and was always pushing him. He carefully began to massage her head and spoke. "Can you believe it feels like it's been years since we have started this?" He always felt that the best way to move forward while massaging someone's head was to have a good conversation. Cae Mire
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Post by Deleted on Oct 13, 2020 2:29:11 GMT
"That's because you always think that." It was the oddest thing about him to her. It was almost like no matter how much you spoke to Micah about time he just did not seem to concept it the way that most did. "I think it's the fact that you sat along so much science and so many times of really not knowing what to do that you lost a lot of time and that has made everything else kind of drag along." She did not want to hurt his feelings but she did feel that there was a need to be honest. "I just mean as much as your family instilled growth in you you're literally the only person I know how hasn't just grabbed life be the horns and did it. I think that some part of your child hood has traumatized you and maybe that is the memory that we need to focus on." She had given him the small time away that he had said he needed to regain his focus. "Are you willing to do that? I mean now is a good time and if not now then soon. I can't do anything before you finish this massage." Micah Nottingham
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Post by Deleted on Oct 13, 2020 15:17:23 GMT
"Yeah I know I am the hold up and I don't mean to be. I pulled myself out of my pity vortex if that helps any and then on top of that I finally have a direction that I want to go but I do need just a little bit more time." He was enjoying massaging her head because even though she did not speak about it he knew that she had been feeling everything too. Regardless of everything else the world felt like a shit hole right now and all he really wanted to do was crawl off in it but he knew that if he did that it would be giving in. "It's harder when you are an adult because you know the difference between right and wrong you know? A lot of times that is why a child gets away with the things that they do but here and there as an adult you do have to learn to have self control. That is where I failed and why I stop and no one deserves that. I mean I am not giving up on anything but I do need self control and that is what I have been doing lately." Cae Mire
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Post by Deleted on Dec 13, 2020 1:02:46 GMT
"Well in that case when you get self control I imagine that you will know where to find me." She did not want to see that side of him because she had seen enough and she could feel the tears that were about to fall but she was not going to allow them to dictate her like that for she knew that if she cried in front of him then he would feel weaker than she already imagined him to be and she did not want that.
"I'll be in the same apartment like I always am so when you are ready, when your self control is what is that word that you use? Perfect that's it though nothing is and will ever be if you ask me but hey we are allowed to dream aren't we?" She shook her head. "When it's perfect you come back to that apartment and find me and I'll be waiting" she said nothing else because she did not know if she would have any more memories play in her head. "I'm sure it will not take you long and then we can talk and have a real conversation like we used to when we were teenagers."
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