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Sept 9, 2020 14:44:24 GMT
Post by Deleted on Sept 9, 2020 14:44:24 GMT
She nodded in agreement and then spoke. "Just because they are smart does not mean that they can't be stupid in other ways too though at least that is how I look at it. I sometimes feel like that is what is wrong with my mom. She has been smart so long that she has no idea how not to be smart so with everything that is going on with her she does not realize that while it still does not make her human she does need to know how to handle it which is where I am going to hope that you coming in helps." She smiled but the worry on her face was shown as she still helped Sam to do her packing.
"I think that you are done packing unless you are using it as a way to avoid coming in which case if that is the case then I want you to know that you can just tell me and I will understand. It's going to be a lot to deal with and my mom is going to be a bit bitchy about it and everything will change for the both of you at once." She had went over what she thought was every possible solution but she also knew that there were some variables that you could never count on.
@sam
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Sept 10, 2020 4:29:47 GMT
Post by Deleted on Sept 10, 2020 4:29:47 GMT
She wondered if it was Vivian who was having second thoughts and attempting to project them onto her but she kept that to herself since she felt that was something that was left to be discussed with Gigi and instead she smiled her smile which while not perfect was hopefully enough to get her through this situation. "Whatever or whoever made you feel whatever feeling is bringing everything that you are now you need to know that a situation like this is only temporary. Even with everything concerning your mother you have to understand that you are not alone in dealing with it anymore." One might be a prime number but somewhere she was sure that she had also heard that it was the loneliest as well. "I'm just saying that I'm not allowing you to handle it alone and I know that makes me sound like your mother but for all the reasons that everything that did not work out between us there are also good things that I was taught by her. Anyway let's go and see if we can ease you out of your nerves before they take over and you do something that still does not make me change my mind but makes me not like you." Vivian Carter
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Sept 16, 2020 17:47:41 GMT
Post by Deleted on Sept 16, 2020 17:47:41 GMT
"Are they that obvious?" She remembered her father always telling her that her nerves if people paid attention to the little things would always be the things that gave her away. She supposed it had not came up when she was dealing with Noodle and the gang and thus she had forgotten about it. "It's been a minute since anyone has noticed that but my dad always said that I got it from my mom so maybe that's why you did."
She did not know why she was getting nervous because it was not like she had any reason to be because while she knew she was doing this behind her mom's back she also knew that this was for a good reason. The hard part came in when it came time to convince her mom of that. "Yeah I'm ready to start it, are you sure that you have everything that you need because once we start there will be no turning back." She did not get the feeling that Sam wanted to turn back but she also knew that it was important to thin out what would become the important details so that no one could say that they were not informed.
@sam
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Sept 30, 2020 0:15:17 GMT
Post by Deleted on Sept 30, 2020 0:15:17 GMT
"One never has everything that they need when it comes to Gigi but I do think that I have enough to get me started." She did not think that they were too late but she knew that it was not going to be an easy task. "Difficult does not even begin to describe what we are up against." She did not want to scare Vivian but she did want her to realize what they were getting into as she finished shoving her clothes into her luggage. "With her there is no telling how long she has been keeping this under wraps or honestly how many doctors she has already been too and they just have no way to take care of something like this which makes my heart ache even though I should know better." She was going to wrap her heart up in steel if she was going to get through this. "Let's do this Vivian. I have made you wait long enough and I am sorry for that but you know how life is sometimes it gets in the way even when we do not mean for it too." It was coming up on that time of year when the sun would go in early and make the night come easy. "The perfect time of year for enigmas to come out of hiding if you ask me." Vivian Carter
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Post by Deleted on Oct 6, 2020 17:53:35 GMT
"Yeah I thought about that and honestly if we are dealing with something that has been going on with her for years then i have accepted that we are that far behind and that is okay but I also know that one she sees you that she will want a better life and be more honest or at least that is what I am hoping for." She knew that was kind of like putting all of your eggs in one basket but what choice did she have at the moment. "To be honest Sam you are my last chance to even get her to open up to me and so if this does not work then she is going to die and there is nothing that we can do about it."
It was a sad thought but she knew that it was the truth too. "So let's get this thing started before it gets too cold because i kind of promised Micah that I would see him when it got colder outside and that is already starting to happen. Ever known someone to be so obsessed with the cold, I swear it's like the boy wants to get frostbite so that we have to thaw him out."
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Dec 21, 2020 13:35:20 GMT
Post by Deleted on Dec 21, 2020 13:35:20 GMT
She laughed because she could see it being true but that was probably true. "Well I have always found that men are so much more about getting there way in the end than they will ever admit and that we as women have to know when to stand our ground or else they will take advantage of us and that is something that we do not want. I don't think that we ever wanted it but now more than ever if that makes sense." She supposed however that she was as ready as she would ever be. "Well let's get to Astaria so I can meet my fate," she said as a joke. She did not think that anything bad was going to happen to her she just knw that her life was about to change for about the 456th time and that was always scary but she had survived and been through so much that she also knew that she was strong enough to do this. She was curious however as to what Gigi had been doing this whole time but she knew that was something that in time she would see and she could only hope that it would be good and not bad. Vivian CarterEND
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