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[Decipher Nottingham]

Why? Decipher looked at herself in the mirror and she shuddered because she looked so plain. "I would have never believed I could lack sex appeal and yet here I am being proved wrong by my reflection." She turned to the side trying to think of a way to make this cap, sweater, and blue jeans sexy but there was no way not to mention the cap had her hair looking frazzled. "This is terrible but it's just two hours and then back to what I like."

Screw whomever said that you should be a good person and take other people's interests in from time to time. Her interests were like caviar and Graysen's were like hot dogs the two never compared and besides that she had did it once. It was nice memory actually but way too ominous which was why she was doing it in the day time this time as she finally made her way out and walked to the field. As she approached she noticed Graysen but more importantly his shoulders and she rolled her eyes as she went and stood beside him. Luckily for him with her in tennis shoes they were the same height. "So this is how the short men live? It's so quaint," she said as she looked over the vastness of the field.

It was awkward only knowing a small amount about a situation going in but she was trying to learn to trust more. "Okay, lay the rules out for me one more time and then let's play ball." She had went on the record multiple times saying she thought this was very archaic and overhyped but she loved NASCAR and anyone could say the same about it. She held up her hands and over looked them as she spoke again. "You owe me a lot because this is going to destroy my nails."

Graysen Maddox

[Graysen Maddox]

He looked at her and he was surprised. "I expected a dress and heels but this works better." She finally just looked like a person and not a makeup extravagant person which put him more at ease about them playing baseball all together. He knew it was different and that it was also less control from her end but he did not want control over her he just wanted her to get out and get more fresh air though he knew he had to do it in a way without saying it.

"Yeah I know and we can do that but today is about baseball which reminds me one second." If he could convince her to slide then he knew he needed a reward. It felt like bribing her to him but as long as she was okay with it then he was too. He made his way a little bit out and then came back with a shopping bag and turned so he was facing her and handed it to her. "Not the kind of bag you usually get but you need a mitt and a bat at the very least and the bag recycles too so we can leave it in the container when we are done."

He got quiet a second. "Your abilities don't work on these because you can't lock yourself away and you're not alone so I feel like this will be good for you." Plus he felt she was a natural. "I feel baseball is going to come easier to you than you might think right now." He shrugged. "Plus I kind of seen you fishing and that requires both hands too and that racing you speak of, so baseball is your next step." He took a minute to look down at her shoes and he laughed but it was a good light hearted laugh. "I bought you a gift, another gift rather and you really need to stop leaving your debit card information stored no telling what someone would order with it." He had never had access to such a large amount of money but he also knew it was a trust fund so he had ordered just enough to scrape a small amount off the top. "What are you going to do with all that money anyway?"

He knew she had money but he did not care because anyone with eyes could see that but he did wonder why she never talked about it only showed it. He felt that was lonely and probably a security measure. "Never mind let's play ball," he said as he pulled his hair up but he seemed to have something he wanted to say so he turned back and said it. "I have been thinking Deci, we need to get you a car." She seemed against it every time that he brought it up while they were on the road. "I know you have your reasons but who wouldn't want a back up vehicle just in case."

Decipher Nottingham

[Decipher Nottingham]

"I thought it would be better to dress down though this is the only time you will see me like this. I might not know as much as you but I know I did not want to ruin all of my white so here I am." Outside with dirt looking like any other person off of the street and not really liking it but she did want to give Graysen this chance and then she could say she had and go back to being great. She watched him and she turned her head to the side. "It's the thought that counts at least that's what I hear," she said as she looked through it. "This is so fucking sweet I really don't why you do it."

At first she had thought that it was because he was blinded by her beauty but he had said no and then she was sure it was because he was in love with her and he had said that while he was still no so she was confused but not stupid and took the gift none the less. "Sounds a lot like theft but it was for me so I will excuse it," she said as she pulled the items out. Her face told a story her words never could. "Brown? Really if you are going to make me buy my own gift at least get some diamonds."

She blinked slowly realizing what she had said but he started talking and she nodded silently because she was listening to him but his voice seemed to drown out as she was slowly coming to a realization but she quickly snapped herself out of it and did her best to pull herself together and even though it appeared that she was together on the inside she was not. "You seen me fish naked and still won't give in to me huh?" She understood why but still he was looking at her in nothing and still respecting her and now baseball which was played on a diamond shape field, this was fine. "I'll put clothes on next time."

She could feel herself about to flip out in her classic Nottingham way when he asked about the money. "Oh I don't know, ya know?" she said as she put the bat and mitt down back in the bag and shrugged. "I mean I promised some of it to Micah and the rest who knows I could probably live comfortably and what not maybe make a donation or something." Hell fucking bells. "You know Graysen," she said. "I just deciphered why you have been wanting to bring me to a baseball field at least I think I have and you know.." Wait he said car. A car that she could take care of and it would be hers and she quickly snapped out of those thoughts. "I would tell you no but let's be honest Graysen, it's not going to make a difference at this point." She quickly gathered herself and she was going to stand by what she said. "How many we scoring to?"

Graysen Maddox

[Graysen Maddox]

Though he always knew never what to expect his mind still somehow found itself reeling every time. He listened and came to the conclusion that he had no idea why he did it either only that if he was only going to have one time to do one of his hobbies in comparison to hers then he was going to make sure that he put a good bit of effort into it. "A person's love for a sport or anything that they find themselves liking is not done over night but with each experience that they can look back on and say it was good I find helps."

That was why he was starting here because he felt like no matter what this would turn out good and there was a chance that it was going to be painful because sometimes accidents did happen but still he hoped that the overall would be good. "It's not theft more like if you wanted to return it then it would be easier since it looks like you bought it." He tried to always think of ways to make things easier but still flow well enough. He did laugh. "Seeing you fishing nude was complete accident but no. If I do then it breaks how we work and right now how we work is working for the both of us. Look at you right now outside enjoying air." He took a second. "Clothes would be appreciated so we don't have a repeat."

He started walking out towards the center of the field as he heard her. "I hope Micah does well with it," he said as he heard her and then it seemed as if she paused. "It might make a small difference but not enough to count no. Let me know when you are ready."

Decipher Nottingham

[Decipher Nottingham]

She could never see herself pressing charges against Graysen anyway. Everything he did seemed to for the most part center around her and who did not love that. She nodded. "You're safe I am not going to press any charges. I mean we're close enough that I trust you but also close enough that I know that you know should you ever start making small amount appear out of my account on a basis where it seems that you are stealing from me then I know you know that I will hurt you and then torture you and have my cousins help me dispose of your body so I think that we are all good."

"I believe you that it was an accident but you should try it sometimes. Feeling so comfortable that you do it is a good feeling and honestly I mean it's life changing. You are a good person who should do things that make you happier more. It is something that everyone deserves but forgets because a lot of times more than not, life can be a bitch for no true reason." She got ready. "Alright I'm ready," she said as she gathered up what she needed and was ready to see if she could actually hit.

Graysen Maddox

[Graysen Maddox]

Graysen never actually believed that she would but still one had to make sure their tracks were covered. "Thank you for that." The truth was that Graysen could do well outside and it was good to be able to talk about your wrong doings when you knew them and he hoped that Decipher would realize that one day too. "Money has never meant that much to me. I mean I know we need it but if someone was to just hand me over some money and it was too much I would literally just let it sit there."

He made his way out to the mound and still listened. "I do not know if I could do it with fishing but I could probably do it with a different hobby. I will look around and look into a few hobbies and let you know if I come across something that we could both do. Being in the nude was always kind of shamed when I was growing up but I do realize that it's decades between how things were when I was a kid to when you were a kid." He wound his arm up and let the pitch go. He did not actually think that she would hit the ball but he was going to wait and see.

Decipher Nottingham

[Decipher Nottingham]

From what she could understand about any sport it took a lot of practice to even get good at it so as they were talking her mind went elsewhere. She was honestly trying to be a good person which she knew that she needed to put more into anything about herself than she ever had before. That was going to be hard but maybe the reward in the end would make it worth it. "I like money but I understand it is because I like maybe even love nice things and the more expensive the prettier I feel in the end." Self confidence in a mind like hers meant everything but still. "I used to try and teach myself to budget and yet never seen a need too though I imagine that would make my father turn in his grave now."

It was still something she was choosing to ignore as her eyes went on the ball and she swung and actually connected. She might just be a natural after all but she did not want to get that dirty just yet. "Woo, look at that. I hit it," she said as she laughed. A small bit of joy did run through her though she did not understand it. "That went better than I thought it would honestly."

Graysen Maddox

[Graysen Maddox]

Graysen knew it was because he was older but talent was something he thought he seen. The problem was talent could be natural or learned at least the way he liked to see it but one look at Decipher all her outstanding beauty and very shallow ways aside it all seemed natural. He would bet on it and he was not a better man. Not only were things outrageously expensive to be losing money on a chance but he knew people who had and paid for it dearly.

He nodded as he listened to her and watched as she swung. She seemed more surprised at her own natural side than he was but he supposed that was to be expected. "I tried to tell you sometimes all that glitz and glamour hides all the natural ability that lies behind but everyone has their own choices and ways. You did well," he said as he walked over and grabbed the ball. "Come on, I need to show you something."

He would never know if anything would ever truly happen between them because he did not think that she was capable of such feelings but it was nice to just hang out from time to time in the end. "Unless it's too much me looking like a bum and all."

Decipher Nottingham

[Decipher Nottingham]

"I know what you tell me and I know that I believe you, I feel like I believe you and I think that I am getting better at it but I mean once you get used to something that is how it is." She had not had a lot of experience anchoring herself to anyone period and it was different here. Still she was going to be extra cautious because she knew that she did want to keep him close. "Of course I did well you said yourself that I was a natural and I mean isn't that the definition of natural to be good with limited practice?"

She did not know she only knew she actually did not mind it as much as she had thought but the sweating. Ugh she could easily pass on that without question. "Show me what and no I have actually strangely enough began to look past how you dress. I mean all it took me was four times to try and attempt to make you more interested in clothes than you are and all the fails and doubts to let it go. Maybe one day we will get there but today is not that day," she said as she laughed. "What is it, well no better question will I like it?"

Graysen Maddox

[Graysen Maddox]

Graysen knew that for someone of his age he had a lot more patience than most but that did not bother him. He honestly liked that fact and thought it was why he was able to deal as well with Decipher as he could. It was never necessarily easy but it was easier than it had been in the beginning and that made him feel good about it. She seemed to maturing just a slight bit here and there but not enough on a constant basis that he would ever say it was real growth. "Well I would think that you would know by now that I would not drag you somewhere and not have us do someting as a team that you would probably prefer over my hobbies in the first place."

Maybe he was too thoughtful at times because he had thought about that too but he always had been that way and while he felt like he could do better and use a little sense of change himself this was not all about him. "First thing I need you to realize is that it is not all that fancy I mean I don't want you going in expecting something extravagant and then being disappointed when it's just something small." He knew that made him sound worried but he was not necessarily worried as he did not put it past her to make fun of him on some level and that he would not appreciate.

Decipher Nottingham