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Jaina Gaben
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Post by Jaina Gaben on Dec 16, 2023 4:40:05 GMT
“GAAAH!” This woman was immensely frustrating. She wouldn’t listen to fucking reason, and had some kind of death wish. A small voice inside her asked if this was what it was like to talk to herself, but she pushed that down. She was too busy kicking and throwing random junk left around in the warehouse out of frustration. “FINE! Fine! You want to know all my fucking trauma? Fine! I got eaten! Alive! By feral dogs! And you know what happens when I die? Yep, I come back, good as fucking goddamn new, same as I fucking was the morning of my sixteenth birthday all those years ago. And oh, fun fact, I come back where the largest chunk of my remaining body mass is. Had a fun few weeks experimenting and figuring that shit out. What wasn’t fun was regenerating inside a dogs fucking stomach and popping out of it like an alien in an 80s horror movie. So FUCK OFF if I freeze and have a fucking panic attack reliving the most traumatic shit that’s happened to me since the crash my parents died in. Asshole. Fucking ungrateful bitch. Shit. Fuck.” She kicked another rotting pallet for good measure and swore again, jumping back and holding her foot. She probably broke her toe. It didn’t matter. It would be good as new tomorrow. Like always. Nyx
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Post by Nyx on Dec 16, 2023 4:54:05 GMT
Nyx let out a small chuckle, watching this kid kick things around in frustration was somewhat amusing. It was probably inconsiderate of her or whatever but she stopped caring about shit like that a long time ago. “Sharp teeth huh? They tried me too…” She gingerly pulled part of her shirt up a ways to reveal a good handful of faded scared bite marks along her side. They were clearly made by a dog or dogs, plural, of some sort. Coincidentally she also showed off some dreadful signs of malnourishment. Her ribs clearly visible and poking their way out, making ridges underneath her skin, and a mostly hollowed out stomach to go along with it. On top of that there were even more scars clearly laced all over her rather horrifically beaten body. Nyx was all claws and fangs but she was skin and bones too. “Me too, kid. I got tired of being afraid. So I bit back. You wanna stop being afraid of them? Then bite back…” Nyx made her way gingerly towards the door but paused. Laid a hand on the door frame, and added; “But you know what? You think you’re so cursed but you don’t look like me… You wake up and it all goes away… I got to keep my scars and my claws. You know why I change my shape? So people don’t scream in fucking horror and try to kill me when I walk by. You don’t know cursed… Not like I do. I’m a fucking monster that sucks blood while you’re a pretty blonde haired teen. Enjoy what you do have, kid.” Nyx turned back around to leave, and finished. “We’re even. I’ll get out of your fucking way.” Jaina Gaben
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Jaina Gaben
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114 posts
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Physically 16, Technically 32 years old
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Post by Jaina Gaben on Dec 26, 2023 4:36:09 GMT
Jaina sighed and slumped to the ground, pouting. Nyx didn't get it. Sure, she was a pretty blonde teen, but she'd been a pretty blonde teen for sixteen years. She was ready to move on. To either grow up or die. Life just repeating the same beats over and over again and then having nothing to show for it at the end of the day sucked. She hated it so damn much. "I'd kill to have something change. For something new. But it doesn't. So sure, be convinced that you're more cursed than me because people freak out when they see you. I'm stuck being a child for the rest of my goddamn life, which doesn't look like it's going to ever end. So whatever. Do whatever the hell you want." Jaina was exhausted now. She was just too tired to keep on with it. She grabbed her Stitch, held it tight, and laid down and rolled over. But something nagging at her didn't let her rest. "If... fuck it. If you or your sister is in town and need someplace to crash or some shit you can hit here. Don't take all my food. Might as well try to be fucking nice or something to you. Whatever." With that, Jaina tried to roll over and go to sleep. Nyx
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Post by Nyx on Dec 26, 2023 5:08:06 GMT
“Everyone wants change in their life. I doubt you’d be human if you didn’t.” Nyx answered. “But you live with what you got… because it’s all you’ve got. I’m not saying I’m more cursed than you. I know what it’s like to want to end your life and not have the ability to do so. All… All I’m saying is you do have something I don’t… and maybe you should enjoy that at least.” What was she, the kid’s therapist? Sheesh… Nyx paused… She ‘sposed it was a fair trade to try and be nice to the kid. The kid hadn’t done anything to harm her, she had done the opposite actually. Yet… Nyx couldn’t help but feel the sensation of bugs crawling up her skin… She wasn’t… comfortable, being nice. It wasn’t ‘her’. Or at least who she had become. Nice only meant something to Lil… The rest of the world seemed to play by a crueler rule book in her experience. Nyx gripped the doorframe as another set of coughs racked her body. She attempted to cover her mouth but was a few seconds too late as blood spurted out from between her pale lips. “We won’t. If Lil comes out this far she’ll get killed for sure… People aren’t usually ‘nice’ to monsters… and I… I probably won’t make it into next week at this rate.” Nyx wiped the blood in her hand on the cloth again, set it down someplace, and finally took a step out the door. Jaina Gaben
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Jaina Gaben
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Post by Jaina Gaben on Jan 2, 2024 5:37:13 GMT
Jaina huffed, grabbed the bag of Nacho Bitch that still hadn't been touched, and threw it at Nyx's back. "If you fucking die I will haunt your ass, asshole. Don't be a fucking Karen." She stomped back to her threadbare mattress that rats had already stolen most of the stuffing from and flopped back down on it. She probably bruised her hip doing that, but she didn't care. It would be gone the next day. Like everything. Like Nyx, like that wolf guy and his girlfriend... she was good at losing people. Maybe that's how she liked it. Maybe that was part of her curse. People just grew up and left her anyway, so maybe it was better if she hid herself from them early. Then at least it would be her choice. "I don't want what I have at all." she murmured into her Stitch. Maybe tomorrow was a die day. Nyx
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Post by Nyx on Jan 2, 2024 17:09:29 GMT
Nyx chuckled at Jaina’s response and slowly picked up the bag from where it had landed. “Just like you… I don’t have a choice in the matter. I wasn’t sposed to be born and I’ve dying since then. I’ll probably cough up the rest of my liver before next week. So I guess you’ll have to haunt me.” Nyx’s blood ran cold when she heard the name. “I am nothing like her… I swear I’ll dispatch that woman to hell before I die.” There was a crazed and burning look of anger in Nyx’s eyes… Yet… something hid underneath it… pain? Sadness maybe? It was hard to determine, but it was something softer that Nyx didn’t want to give into. Nyx drew herself back to reality… to the kid in front of her. Shaking her thoughts of violence as best as she could, but she could still Caren’s mangled corpse in the back of her mind as she spoke. “You don’t have to want it. You just have to live it. I don’t want claws to rip their way out of my fingers… but I live it anyhow… Life’s not a fairy tale… it’s nightmare and we’re all biding time till we can wake the fuck up… At least I only have a week left… You have longer, there’s nothing you can do about it. So there’s no use wallowing in self pity. Get up off your ass and do something. Anything really. That’s the closest you’ll probably get to waking up… Doing something.” Jaina Gaben
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Post by Jaina Gaben on Jan 10, 2024 4:00:51 GMT
Jaina sighed. Nyx didn't get it. She didn't think anyone else would ever get it. She laid back down and rolled over again. "Just leave. Don't stick around if you're going to give me that bullshit "oh think positive and live it" garbage. Just get the fuck out. I don't know who the Karen is that fucked you over but just don't be a bitch. Enjoy your sister. She's nice. Just go and leave and leave me alone. Like everyone does." She tried to hide wiping tears from her face. She hated thinking about it. The people who left her. Who either died and didn't come back like she did, or just... grew and changed, and she couldn't. Yeah. Tomorrow she'd try and find some new way to die. A quick one this time. At the very least she could make tomorrow go away because she wanted it to. Nyx
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Jan 15, 2024 22:49:16 GMT
Post by Nyx on Jan 15, 2024 22:49:16 GMT
“Y’know what? Fuck it and fuck you. This is why I’m a fucking bitch who’s never nice to people. Cause this dumbass world is full of assholes like you who don’t give a shit when I do. I hope you get your damn wish and that you fucking rot in hell kid.” Nyx hissed angrily back at Jaina’s curled up form. “Y’know what? While I’m at it I’ll help you on your way into tomorrow’s shit.” Nyx stormed back in and grabbed Jaina by the neck. She felt it snap in her hand like the dog’s had earlier in the day. She dropped Jaina’s limp corpse back onto the bed with little regard. Nyx stared at it for a moment before digging her claws into Jaina’s arm. Getting some blood on her fingers she wrote out; “Fuck you.” On the wall with Jaina’s own blood. She eyed the Stitch plush next and for extra measure tore it’s head off it’s body and tossed it on the ground. Nyx felt her blood boiling under her skin. She needed an outlet. Something to kill… Let it all out. Caren… She pondered. It was about time Nyx finished her off… Jaina Gaben
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Jaina Gaben
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Post by Jaina Gaben on Feb 19, 2024 21:07:53 GMT
There was a moment of panic that never truly went away when Jaina was in a life-threatening situation, when Nyx grabber her by the throat. Then nothingness. Sweet, blessed oblivion that Jaina hoped would go on forever and ever and-- Pain. Agony. Waking up at midnight again. She looked around, getting her bearings. She saw the words on the wall. She'd leave them there. A reminder of what just happened, a warning to whoever happened to poke around, she didn't care. She picked up both pieces of Stitch and began to sob. She clutched them to her chest, sank to her knees, and just cried. She hated all of this. She hated this hell she was in. She hated that Nyx went so far as to damage Stitch. She'd have to fix it. She wasn't going to die today, apparently. She had a job to do. She had to find what she needed to patch Stitch up. It and the jacket she protected and repaired with just as much diligence were the last two things she had from her parents. A part of her thought she should just get rid of them. Shed the memory like a lizard shedding it's skin. But that felt like killing them all over again. Light started to come in the broken walls of the warehouse. The sun was rising. Jaina hadn't realized how long she'd been crying. No dying today. Just another day of suffering. Nyx (End?)
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