it's always been an enigma to me how ~tag~

[Deleted]

It was something that almost sounded too good to be true to her so for the moment she was not getting her hopes up. She had no doubts that Gigi knew full well what she was speaking about but she also knew that in a business aspect you had to be careful of who you trusted and though the woman was doing her a nice favor she did not want to forever be in debited to someone because she thought that would be bad and right now everything was good.

"Well in that case it sounds like you have everything planned out and I am happy to serve." She had always been adventurous and she seen no true reason to stop now because if she did then she knew that she would be stuck in some type of dead end job and that was the last thing that she wanted. "Alright well let's get to wherever it is that you think we need to go and then we can start my first official day of work." She would always have something about her that believed her to see the best in people or at least at the moment that is what she always told herself.

@gigi

[Deleted]

Whenever she was training new people she went far away from anything because the peace did well. She had did times where she blindfolded them but something in her trusted Sam so she simply let her enjoy the ride. It was about an hour and a half later when they arrived and she was now in business mode. "Get out and let's see what type of gun fits you the most." It was nothing mysterious honestly just a range but at least no one would hear if the person screamed or got too excited at the ways of a gun still she pulled the car in and took a minute.

"Get out whenever you are ready," she said as she got out. She went around to the trunk and changed into her tennis shoes because it was always more comfortable when you were getting ready to do something hard. "I rented out this range because I want you to know how to aim and shoot someone from every angle not just a few." She did not know if Sam would make it but she wanted to believe that she did not have such terrible luck reading people. It was always a toss up however so she was not going to assume she knew anything.

@sam

[Deleted]

Though she was not sure that she should be excited she knew apart of what was running through her was just that. Excitement for the chance to experience something new, excitement simply for being somewhere that with her little part of life that she had experienced not experiencing much at all. Still she sat in the car longer than she had intended to and now she got out. "Everything that you say sounds a bit more astonishing in a way and then I realize that is probably just how you speak. I have known a lot of people who have seemed to speak a certain way no matter who is around and right now that is exactly what I am getting off of you."

She almost went to go laugh at the fact and then she did not because she did not want to be looked at as rude. "I consider myself a paramount in a way. I know that a lot of what I do should not be looked at as much but I feel like when I get where I really need to be then I will want to be the best and no one is going to stop me from believing that." She had the way that she seen things and the way that things were and what she knew was the truth about things. Still this was an excitment that she knew she did not want to pass up. "Alright so where do we start?"

@gigi

[Deleted]

"No reason to be alarmed," she said as she noticed the hesitating on Sam's part. It was not even that she blamed her because it made the most sense in a way but as of now the young lady had nothing to fear. Gigi had seen others hurt people and sure this was also something out of a stranded on the side kind of movie but she could see a spark in Sam that she had otherwise considered to be an extremely rare trait and so she did not want to dispose of anyone like that ever because she believed that even if you did not have a use for them right then a time would come when they could and would be very handy.

"I find the more space that we have when a person does not exactly know how to aim a gun the better that way if you hurt anything hopefully it's just a bush or a bird that can find it's way back to it's nest and heal and not an actual person. I must admit that even though there have been times where I wanted to harm someone I could never truly see myself pulling a trigger on them at least not right now so what I am saying to you is do not worry I am safe, being around me is safe and more than that learning everything about a career that you are taking on and the people in said career is the safest thing you could ever do."

@sam

[Deleted]

Though she was listening she knew that there was a lot at that moment that she did not know about this woman and never would and yet some part of her was okay with that. If it came to the point that the woman was meant to be her boss then they needed more than a little element of secrecy between them in order to maintain the employer and employee relationship. She pushed her hair back a second and then spoke.

"I do not know if any of it is a good logic but I do find taking things one day at a time is good and things like marriage is, well it's different for everyone. For instance the way that you speak lets me know that you believe in you and your husband's marriage where as I, well I would never be caught dead married to anyone. Too much work and time put in for all of a sudden one day someone to decide that they are tired and that things are over. You know what kind of blow that would deal to someone's confidence let alone self esteem?" Those were two things that went hand in hand and were fragile. "To have someone break that after years would turn someone pure evil I am afraid."

@gigi

[Deleted]

"I do not guess that is truly a bad way of thinking, I just do not think like everyone else? I mean I do but for me it's more about the easiest way to get out of something and after that has happened just to continue to see what is going on. Everything is at least to me at the end of the day about protecting one's self." She knew that sounded harsh and made her sound like she lacked feeling but she knew herself better than that.

"No one ever truly looks out for us so at the end of the day it is up to us as people and also as individuals to look out for ourselves because we are all that we have. Maybe that is not anything I should be saying to you considering that I am married but trust me Sam there is just something about you that already lets me know that whatever we talk about will always stay between us and that is good." She shook her head. "Evil? I doubt that I could ever be evil but it would depend on what people who know me now and turn out to know me down the road would say. We never shape what people think of us by ourselves it's the word of mouth from others that determines someone's judgement."

@sam

[Deleted]

"Well no one can deny that. I mean people are always going from one side or another it's how some of the greates stories that are and are not true exist but at the same time it's also how some of the ugliest lies get told. Reputation seems to become something that as soon as we hit second or third grade we have to worry about it's just as kids we do not realize it. Honestly it's a bit annoying but today is not supposed to be about annoying you are supposed to be showing me the ropes."

She still felt as if she was being lied to but she was not going to pursue or push that issue at the moment for she did not think that it would do her any good. "My aim is weak but perhaps after a few trips here it will not be." It was an experience that she wanted because she had no idea just how much it would change her but no one ever did. "I feel like my thing is always looking out for myself anyway so at least we have that in common right?" She was surprised that they did but at least it was one thing and not, nothing.

@gigi

[Deleted]

"Life is hard which you know. I mean look at yourself it seems so much that you want to say and probably even more that you actually want to do and yet it seems and I don't know you well enough but it seems as if there is indeed something holding you back. What it is I don't know but I do know that I hope to help you to learn to deal with it and that is what today is about. I mean I could cover it in something nicer than that I suppose but for once I am just wanting to be honest and that is what I see when I look at you."

Everyone had things hidden within themselves it was hard to bring them out from time to time but it was not impossible. "The training and the clear mind go hand in hand together before we can learn to be who we truly are and get where we truly want to be. I guess while you come work for me and my husband I would like the chance to see that from you and maybe you can see me for who I am too. Teaching people things shows them sides of us that sometimes we would rather keep hidden away."

@sam

[Deleted]

She had always tried to listen to others and let the words that they spoke speak for them but it was hard. It was even a bit more difficult when she had to learn to take in that people were not all like her others had things that under a microscope she supposed would be labeled as making them special but this was the first time that she thought that she heard a mix of regret and hope and it was not something she ever knew if she would hear again but right now it was not something she could let go.

"Not many people are the type who allow regret to be heard when the speak so that is confusing me a bit but it's not a bad thing I just" she took a second to allow her brain to figure out how to word the words without being offended and then she nodded. "I do not know if I have ever witnessed or had for myself something that if I did not I would have regrets. I imagine that solo activities are best because then it does not put a person into a state such as you seem to be now but then again someone has to wonder if they are just missing out on something in life. That's the thing about life so much to be missed but also so much to be gained that from time to time it's hard to know which is a greater loss in the end."

@gigi

[Deleted]

"It's not always a good thing to witness something." She wished that more people realized that but it was not their fault and she knew that there would be no blame that was tossed around. "I mean think about it from a simple let's say friendship point of view. When you start to witness a person that you have known for a while turn into someone that you would not spit on if they were on fire, that is and never has been a good thing. It happens and if it has not happened to you personally then believe me when I say it will."

It was almost as natural as breathing. Hardly ever did anyone that we knew as we got older stay the same person and she was smart enough that she might actually even say that it was damn near impossible at least in her head because if she said it aloud then she knew that someone would argue her. "Except for me," she said as she laughed. "Whatever becomes of you and I especially in business will always find itself sticking around. It's also another true fact that women who can do business together are friends for life even if they do not want to admit it when it starts to happen."

@sam